It's hard not to feel guilty that life is going so well.

Life has it's problems, now, certainly. But I feel as though, for the first time in a long time, God is pleased with how my life is going. I am content in my life, something that hasn't happened in years.

I am not stagnate. When that happens, it is time to move on. But I am content, learning to do this. I am learning to do this teaching thing and I find that I love it.

I am happy with you as well. I am beginning to fall in love with you again. Falling in love is different than loving a person already, whatever you may say. Loving and being in love are different, "like a wolf and a whippet." And I find myself falling in love with the man I love.

It feels fresh and full of promise, as do you.

I thank God everyday for who you are, who you have been, and who you will become and pray that I will get to know and love all of those people.